Holy H*ll!!

Yikes, tommorrow is May 1st. That means  I am entering the single digits of my countdown!

I am freaking out. I have realized a day of wedding coordinator is something I should have considered a long time ago. Now, I am frantically trying to find one at the very last minute. Each person I have gotten a hold of told me they were already booked and then there are about 5 or 6 who have not returned my calls. ARRGGGGhh! It's not like I don't have 30 other things I still need to take care of! I doubt I'm even going to have a chance to get my nails done! I am also frustrated because many of my guests are flying in from out of town and they are all going crazy with this swine flu scare. I completely understand but it will break my heart if that is the reason they decide to not come. We have put so much time and money into this weddiing. I'm starting to wonder if it has all been worth it. I guess I'm sad because I feel like I'm not as excited as I should be. Hopefully, this feeling will pass, soon.

How embarrassing, I am just venting and having a pitty party for myself. There is good news! I'm only working 2 days next week, then, 3 weeks off!!!