A little stress
So with the wedding just over 70 days away I'm beginning to stress a little all of a sudden. I went from thinking we were in awesome shape to stressing about everything we have left to do. Lying in bed trying to fall asleep I remember seating chart, place cards and escort cards, out of town bags, kids activity kits, bathroom baskets, dessert bar nametags, centerpieces (just 6 DIY), tying ribbon to mason jars to hang them, ordering candles (I need to still figure out how many I need of each kind), putting together gifts (I have everything I just have to put them in gift bags), prepping for my b-pics (June 27th!), figuring out my beauty regimen for before (like facial or no facial, wax or no wax, pro nails or DIY - too many details to figure out!!). And this is just what pops in without really even thinking about it. Not to mention all the little things to still buy for these to-do's. And even though we've paid about 80% of the wedding already I've seen I only have 6 paydays until the wedding! YIKES!!! And I only have one more weekend of help from my bridesmaids, correction MOH because my other bridesmaids are too busy wtih their kids. I mean I asked my one bridesmaid, who is supposed to be my best friend yet we haven't talked in like a month, if she could get together sometime Thur-Sat just to hang out (was not asking her to do anything but hang out and be my friend) and she said "well I have this and this, we'll see." We used to get together all the time. She has time for her other friends, why not me?
Ok, I'm stopping my ranting and venting. Just had to get it out. I'm thinking I'll take a bath when I get out of work and then try to tackle some to-do's.