Bittersweet day...

This is kind of personal, but I wouldn't rather share it with anyone else. Today would have been my 36 week mark for my pregnancy. I had a miscarriage just before Christmas of last year, and every day my heart continues to break. I had already seen her heart beat once....so it's even more difficult.My doctor told me it wasn't my fault, but I still have that little inkling that tells me it was, and I probably always will. 


I still have a few of her things, and I've been cuddling with her sheep all day.


Sorry to sound so depressing...I just needed to get it out since no one really knew yet except FI and  :'(


 


 


 

Posted on June 15, 2011 at 9:47 am
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Kristen_Tater
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Oh honey, I'm so sorry :( Sending major hugs your way for this difficult day.


 


***HUGS***

Posted on June 15, 2011 at 9:50 am
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Big huge hugs to you sweetie. I'm sure it was not your fault. Its difficult not to blame ourselves with something like this but try not to. Its okay to be sad and its definately okay to lean on those around you when you are. I may be hella far away but sending hugs and kisses from one coast to the other. xoxoxxo

Posted on June 15, 2011 at 9:51 am
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OMG so sorry poor darling *hugs* xxxxxx

Posted on June 15, 2011 at 9:55 am
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Offering deepest sympathy in your loss....my heart ached for you as I read your post.  I pray for you to find strength, peace, and comfort.  ((Hugs))

Posted on June 15, 2011 at 10:06 am
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So sorry to hear that but it really couldn't have been your fault if you did everything right! Sometimes, Angels just need to go home early! HUGE hugs and love for you!
Posted on June 15, 2011 at 10:27 am
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I can't even imagine what that feels like. Hugs for you!

Posted on June 15, 2011 at 11:23 am

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