Good bye! I have less then 48hours I am a SPAZZZZZZZZ.
Most girls sign off on the Wed before their wedding.....me, here it is Thursday evening/Friday morning, my rehearsal dinner was tonight and I will be getting "married" in less then 48 hours.
I suppose I should have more important things to do right now then be on PW right?!!!!
The answer to that is a resounding>>>>> NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am doing what I have done for the last nine months, reading the board, catching up with photos, stories, and updates from my fellow brides before I fall asleep.
It's so hard to believe it's finally my turn!
I've been rooting for all of my fellow brides for such a long time, how can I possibly be up to bat yet?!
I guess it's here.
Tomorrow I will send my DH and sons away for the evening.
My daughter and I will spend the day getting our nails done, having dinner, being girls........
Sat morn I will wake up (hahahaha, like I will sleep) and it will be THE day.
When my DOC's came today to gather up my nine manzanita trees and various boxes from my living room;
(see post here http://www.projectwedding.com/post/list/get-out-of-my-house)
I became so SAD all of a sudden!
This is it?!
It's almost over?
What if my hard work isn't appreciated?
What if my layout isn't done in the EXACT way I'd like?
What if my guests see my 1940's theme and think I look like I am playing dressup?
Should I go with the victory roll hair and retro make up that I loved so much from the trial and be different?
or go norm half up hair, and purple makeup- so people don't talk and think I am playing dress up...............
this is where I am at.
I know. It shouldn't matter.
But IT DOES RIGHT NOW.
I am second guessing EVERYTHING I have spent so much time planning.
The rehearsal went on without a hitch.
Everyone else is on board and happy.
But what they don't understand is , my family isn't coming.
I am wondering if it's something I said,
something I did..............
I KNOW it's not.
But now is the time you start backtracking.
Beyond my immediate family woes, all else is A-OK.......
well, I take that back....
Weather aint looking great for Chgoland this wkend girls....
keep your fingers crossed for me,
it would really mean alot to have pics taken with the four kids at the lake by our home.
I've waited SO LONG for this.......it HAS to work out right?!
I want to close by saying....
I LUV YOU ALL .........and I am pretty sure this will be the last you hear from me until my big update and pics
thank you all so much for listening to my family troubles, and standing by me thru it all.
thank you for rooting for me thru out all of my DIY projects.
and your shout outs about my dress, hair, shoes, accessories posts.
I couldn't have done this without all of YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HUGS, KISSES, and LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will be back with pics, updates and stories soon enuf. Until then.............