I did it!
So I had my b-pics done Wednesday night. It was actually a lot of fun. My photographer is amazing and totally made me feel comfortable and laugh, have fun with it. There was a clawfoot tub with like a netting drape around it, a bed, a fun window pane that she took shots of me through, a large gold frame, and then just a backdrop. We did bride shots, lingerie, firefighter (for FI), and some other fun ones. I don't have any of the pics but she kept showing me as we went and I actually look amazing in some of them!! Others I looked awful and we did other poses haha. But I have a lot of self-critiques and for me to say I looked amazing in a pic of me wearing lingerie is a crazy thing. The magic of my photographer!! seriously I love her and can't wait for the wedding pics. She is going to put the book together for me so I don't have to try to hide it from FI. Then we have it set up for her assistant to take pics of FI opening it so I get to see his reaction. I can't wait to see the final product!