I don't understand why I feel this way
One of DH's closest friends called a few minutes ago. They were trying for their 3rd and final child and are having twins. Their middle child was a surprise.
Prior to us TTC, I was super excited for everyone and never jealous when they said they were pregnant, etc. I know every situation is different and I never compared us to them. So why am I feeling like this now? I've suddenly got this "why not me" attitude and that is so NOT me!
We are visiting my MIL and I nearly broke down right in front of her. Both our moms want more grandchildren and we decided against telling them until after the 1st trimester so as not to disappoint either of them if we end up not being able to have any - they both have resigned themselves to the fact that we aren't having children so we thought it would be a nice surprise. We have family coming over for dinner tonight and I'm not sure I can handle the questions if anyone asks....
Thanks for listening ladies - I love you all for being here, for me and each other! <3