I had that "moment"
Yesterday I was discussing with my sister how it might take a while for DH and I to get our BFP because my cycles on average are 36/37 days which means my fertile windows happen a lot less than the average woman on a 28 day cycle. I'm still trying to stay positive about this because it's not impossible we just have to be sure to BD during those windows.
Then yesterday afternoon, my friend tells me that he and his gf are pregnant (accidentally) and I'm uber excited and happy for them and yet internally I got stupidly selfish for a moment. Following the discussion with my sister it just made it hard to swallow *sigh*. That is all...thank you as always for listening ladies.