I'm BAAAAAAACK!!!!! recap and Non-Pro Pics Heavy PT. I
I am back as Mrs. Rashida Barrington.
I missed you girls a lot ....Leading up to the wedding was hectic to so I didn’t get to share some things about the wedding planning, but I will along with a revamped BIO =D. We didn’t have an official Honeymoon only b/c it is hurricane season so we dropped off our daughter with my mom and enjoyed our time together as husband at wife at home.
At the beginning of the week they were talking rain. I wasn’t too concerned about it b/c our wedding was indoors, but our photo shoots were outdoors at the nearby park. As we got closer to the wedding day it said hot/sunny and high 80’s oh man I thought I am going to be burning up. I can honestly say that with all the hiccups our wedding was perfect. Everyone complimented on how everything was gorgeous and beautiful. My ceremony came out to be a very small an intimate wedding which is what I wanted.
Back to the day’s events--Throughout the whole wedding planning I was as calm as a quiet storm until the Saturday morning before our wedding day. I started to get sick and had a major hurricane in the pit of my stomach. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t keep anything down and I had so many emotions going on all at once I had to go in my closet a few times just for a moment to breath. I broke down Saturday in Costco’s parking lot and bawled b/c the wedding was Monday. Sunday I broke down in Wal-Mart’s parking lot as well and bawled b/c I was getting married again. I know it was hitting me like a ton of bricks, but once I got all the confirmation calls on Sunday on times we were meeting up is when I got some word of wisdom from my hair stylist.
HS—“ You’re getting married tomorrow”
Me-“I knowwww” (starting to tear)
HS--“Are you excited for your big day tomorrow?”
Me—“I am actually nervous”
HS—“ Awwww.. Don’t be nervous as you said to me you love him, this is your best friend; this is your child’s father. You both made a choice to bring your daughter together into this world and just like he was there for you then he will be there for you in the future. He chose you and you chose him everything will be okay.”
And with that said the butterflies subsided =D. Now it was time to get back to some last minute work.