I'm just a little bit down :(
As some of you know AF hadn't shown up for a while, well it hit the 2 months spot last week and I started to panick some more and decided to go see my doctor.
So I went yesterday and was there for most of the day having tests and got my results. My brain tumor has got significantly bigger which has stopped AF from arriving. Which means I can't conceive until things take a turn. My doc put me on a medication - which I used to take 12 yrs ago for this tumor and it never agreed with me. But it's the only thing that can get me pregnant and will bring AF back. My doc's plan is for me to keep taking it and then TTC when AF starts up again. I'll have to be on it all through a pregnancy and I won't be able to breastfeed which has got me down (it's safe for me and the baby which would be reassuring) but then after that we'll have to readdress things and I may need radiation.
I've already started feeling the side effects of this drug and I'm feeling really lowsy and down. They're going to get worse for the next few weeks and bleh... please pray!