In need of prayers...
So I need some prayers please! It's 2 days till my wedding and I'm super super busy. I'm trying to be patient, understanding, graceful and anything else. But I'm starting to panic a little because there's so much hanging on a thin thread.
first my ring bearer who is one of my best friends little boy has been in and out of the dr's office for heart problems this past week. I would never say I'd be upset that she couldn't make it because his life is far more important then my wedding. I'm hopping and praying its a reaction to his meds or anything else non threating. She feels horrible because she might not make it to the rehearsal and she feels she might ruin my wedding. The wedding will go on but she and he will be sorely missed if its something more serious.
My best man is stuck out of state and was supposed to come in today. So he's been rescheduled for early tomorrow morning. So naturally my FI is distraught about this. (It's his brother) He doesn't even know about our ring bearer.
Yesterday I nearly cut my fingers off on my right hand. I was scared to hell. I was lucky and only bruised my fingers and that it wasn't my ring finger. I was so shaken though my boss gave me today off which is good because I have so much left to do and it's really straining on me.
Then there's the little things. Venue didn't have the right vases but that's ok because no one will know the difference. It might rain or be hot the day of. My hair might be a total disaster because my stylist canceled on me and left me with someone I don't know what she does hair wise. I might not have time for makeup and I know inevitably something will be forgotten somewhere.
I just want some well wishes. Things will go on with or without my loved ones and the most important thing is I'm marrying my love but it would be so upsetting to not have them there. Thanks in advance.
Posted on January 30, 2014 at 3:01 pm