Leaving this wonderful group.
I found out today from my doctors appointment last week that my hormone levels are all wrong to support a pregnancy. I am 38 and the mother to 3 kids, all were difficult preganancies, but we wanted to try for one more because I really wanted another child. I was told I could not foster/adopt due to having a previous history of BiPolar even though I have never hurt anyone else. It seems being NORMAL for 4 years as in no meds no doctors and no symptoms is not good enough. I should add Prior to that I was on meds and was also "normal", but a doctor said I was actually mis diagnosed and was actually just PTSD which is why my meds were at almost nothing when I went off them.
Damn it this sucks.
Anyway thank you all and I wish you all lots of joy in the coming year! Each of you deserve a wonderful little bean!!!