Non-wedding related, but not really fun stuff
I've been MIA for quite some time. Really, about 2 weeks after our wedding in September.
I'm coming here at Christmas and the New Year because I want to hit the restart button. I miss it here and I want to be a presence again and not just someone that 'used' to be here.
After the wedding my life got crazy. Sometimes crazy good and sometimes not. I really felt lost after the wedding and didn't feel I had much to contribute. I was in a severely downward spiral mentally. It was sad. The reason why is a long winded story and not one that is all that interesting. Things are still not great, but I'm putting on the face and getting it done. The one wonderful thing I can say is - my husband has been amazing while I've struggled.
I have some life changes I have to make. It's a lot to do and a lot to process.
I'm working my way back and I look forward to getting to know the new brides that I've yet to meet and rekindling friendships I've let slide.
Big hugs to all! ;)