omg, im going to die
ok so not literally, but, I feel like it.
So we went to engaged encounters (precanna) for our church and one of the things they talked about over the weekend was abstaining from now till marriage. Its about showing that your love is based on actual love and not just sex. And that if, god forbid, something happen and the other person couldnt have sex-like paralysis- the marriage will still work out. Or that if the sex started laking that the other person wouldnt cheat on you.
So jokingly we said we'd do it. I really didnt think we would, but now FI is all into it. I tried to get him to tonight and he put his foot down. hes serious. I have 3 months left will the wedding. I mean, of course Im going to do it, but OMG, I might explode. and btw- your not allowed to please yourself either, bc thats concidered sex