Renewing Vows: how to honor MOH who has since passed away?
I had not really thought about my wedding pictures and everything because they were destroyed in a flood, but I do have a few polaroids that survived.
My Maid of Honor passed away 16 or so years ago now. Time is elusive. She died of Leukemia. I loved her. She was amazing. Her name was Rebecca. She was my sister in spirit. I have not made any REAL new friends since she died. I just have not really found anyone who relates to me up here in NH.
My grandparents died 2 years ago 2 weeks apart.
My FIL passed away 4 years after we were married in 1997 and 1 week after I started walking again from being in a wheel chair.
I look at the only picture I have of Becky and it is just the bridal party. I do not even have one of my grandparents from that day. And I just cry.
I had been thinking about it, but it never bothered me this much until now. I wanted to find a picture of my old bouquet for the post asking girls to show theirs off. The only picture I have of that is so faded and washed out you cannot see the flowers.
Anyway, now I miss Reb in the worst way possible.
Maybe I will just tuck that one photo into my purse.