Stressed and need to vent!
First I should start by saying its almost that time of the month and I know that is a big part of the problem with that being said I am so stressed out I feel like crying and Ive only been engaged for three weeks! I was one of those people that thought I knew exactly what I wanted but now that im actually engaged I have no idea what Im doing!
I had an older post about not being able to pick bridesmaids thats still a huge issue! Ive decided on two of my older sisters but my third sister had told me she wouldnt be offended if i didn't have her she just moved to alabama and is afriad she wont be able to find a dress and she thinks it will be hard for her to be in. I feel wrong not having her thoguh i feel its kind of an all or nothing thing i either want all three of my sisters or none and none is not an option. So right there is three people I wont go into much more detail about my other bridesmaids since i already have a short novel going on but i have 8 bridesmaids and i have one more friend id love to be in the wedding. Shes a great friend and has been so much help already with planning things so i cant decide if i should have jenn instead of my sister or if i should suck it up and just have 9 bridesmaids i feel like that is SO many people plus i have this thing about odd numbers i know im a weirdo and FI isn't so very happy about having 8 groomsmen let alone 9 he feels like its too many but said ultimatly its up too me! I know I shouldn't be this stressed about this but i am im afraid of hurting anyones feelings! with all that being said if anyone has any advice id greatly appreciate it!