THIS IS A HARD ONE!!!!!
I've used depo for a long time. sometimes i would stuff to give my body a break and periods would start back up regularly after 5 or 6 months as expected. well recently with the whole getting married and starting a family on the table FI and i discussed trying shortly after the wedding. i decided it would be great to get off Depo to get it out of my system and to start getting my cycles and start charting everything. So i stopped and like clock work 6 months later i got my cycle. i got it for 3 months straight and then last month out of the blue nothing....then this month when it should have started, nothing. With 8 days left in the month i doubt it will come. ofcourse i immediately thought we had concevied early than planned so i took 2 home tests that came back negative. Then i started worrying. I selve diagnosed and thought maybe it was an etopic pregnancy. took a blood test. it came back negative. Really started worrying because then i started researching PCOS, early menopause, thyroids. clearly something is wrong. everyone says its the stress of planning a wedding and trying to purchase our first home but i don't know. I'm real scared about the early menopause. that can't be reversed. i'm 27 and will be 28 in august and it just seems crazy that this is even on the list of possible things but it is a reality. i tried to make an appointment for today but it good friday so that was a shot in the dark. i have one though for monday. please pray for me that its just stress and worry and can all be cleared up with rest and clarity.
Its amazing most of us as teenagers and young women spend our whole lives trying not to get pregnant and when you feel like you're ready your bady does some crazy things to you. I just hate the option being taken away from us!!