Feeling guilty about calling out sick :(
I have been working 2 jobs for many years. With my last pregnancy i could not work for many months, i was very sick. Now i am pregnant again due in January. My maternity leave(disability) starts next week(thanks god). I feel bad because i have called sick many times to my part time job. I am still able to work, but lately i just feel exhausted and sick. I work about 14 hrs per day monday-friday (very phycical work) I have a toddler boy and a teenager girl. I have diabetes, amenia, had some bleeding before (A- blood type). Cant sleep good, due to back pain(have back problems). I want to work, i enjoy working but it feels like my body cant too much abuse anymore. I feel like i am being lazy and irresponsable to my job.