Baby makes three?
Ok, its official. As at this morning, I am 4 weeks pregnant. Ive suspected that I could be for a while now, but I just confirmed it now.
The past 2 weeks have just been surreal. By 7dpo, I started having swollen boobs (seriously swollen and tender), eating everything it sight, and serious fatigue. Of course, I pushed it away, blaming it on work pressures and maybe AF on her way. The BFP was also on my mind, but I tried not to consider it until at least AF failed to come.
Suddenly, on 12dpo, all symptoms vanished. Nothing, all gone. I almost went insane, thinkin about what it all could mean. Anyways, AF was due on tuesday (14dpo) and honestly that morning, I was so divided. I promised myself not to test till saturday (18dpo) so I could really be sure, but in the shower, my resolve broke down, and I tested, not minding that I probabaly used the 3rd urine of the day. sure thing, I saw the BFP, though it was faint. I screamed, laughed, cried all at the same time. Needless to say, I was so late for work, but I didnt care; I had this faint smile on my face all day.
I tested again just now (its 2am my time) and I have a beauty, the testline just as dark as the control, so I know its a BFP truly.So far, just me knows, DH is not in town, and I dont want to tell him over the phone, I want to see his face when I tell him. Im yet to make a doctor's appointment; Im waiting till I get to 6weeks. Still no symptoms as at now; I hope it remains that way, but Ive added a calcium pill to my routine prenatals.
I feel so blessed but also scared, like a huge responsibility has been placed in my hands. So Im gonna have to ask any one who has passed this road: what to expect, and how to do it right.
So thats it. OMG!! IM HAVING A BABY!!!!! Off to check up the baby boards..