how do you keep the stress down?
As some of you know from my post as of today im like...57DPO or something crazy. I had a blood test done yesterday...not pregnant. I have an appt Monday to maybe try and see whats going on. Part of me thinks its just stress. So my question is how do you keep the stress down when TTC. Im want this SOO bad...and I want it NOW LOL. Ive always been nervous that I would be the person that would never get pregnant...even though its what Ive wanted the most in my life. more than an amazing career, more than to travel the world...I want to be a mother. I want the chance to raise and child show a child this gloriousness of my God. I have this dream of homeschooling my children (no judgment here please) growing a garden with them, teaching them sign language, making homemade baby food, cloth diapering, smooshing there sweet cheeks and lavashing them in kisses! I feel like its on my mind 24/7 and I keep hearing that im stressing too much over it....HOW CAN I NOT! especially since im afraid there may be something off about my cycles! any thoughts!?