I know, I know we've just started TTC and it's going to take some time to get pregnant, but I just got this overwhelming feeling of sadness this morning over not being pregnant. We were going to start trying immediately after the wedding but had to delay to make sure we were set financially (as in, both careers going well, a significant amount of money in savings, money set aside of buying baby stuff and paying hospital bills).
Now everyone around me is pregnant, I swear. My cousin just told me about her pregnancy this morning and they just started trying a month ago! Several friends pregnant and about 100 acquaintences, and suddenly soo many people I know are pregnant accidentally, no trying, some not even in relationships. And I mean, duh, Taylor, of course these people aren't getting knocked up just to rub their uteruses in your face, but still - gah, I hate this feeling!
I spend most of my spare time with one of my best friends who has two children, 15 months and 5 months and they're adorable. I love it, but at the same time, it's soo hard.
Of course, just thinking these thoughts outloud make me feel like a real butthead because I know there are so many women out there who've been trying for months, years, for children, and their frustration and sadness thousands of times harder than mine. I don't mean to belittle anyone else's experiences, but I'm just here at work, feeling like crying. Ugh. Guess I'll blame PMS for this one. Thanks for listening ladies!