Late weekly check in :: Week of July 15
Hi ladies, I've been MIA, but I've just got back from vacation and so anxious. How are you all doing!?
AFM - This is my first TTC cycle and I am so nervous/anxious/sick and a wee bit excited. We've been buidling toward this for months right? I want it to happen right away, but I don't. EH. I mean, I want to raise a child with DH. Pregnancy/labor scares me, not being able to get pregnant scares me too. I'm gutted and confused and now I have a belly ache. I want to keep putting off the BD but I want it to happen quickly. I wish that the stork that delivers the baby bundle of joy actually exsisted. Ugh.
I am CD8, FF says my forcasted fertile days are July 21-23 and forcasted O days are July 24-26. I have some OPKs and I'm not exactly sure when to start using them. Should I already be?
Oh and my AF has been wonky. It came 3 days late and was super light again. I'm trying to keep in mind what many of you have said about AF lightening as we get older. I had about a full day of light flow and then spotting for 2/3ish days.
Ughhhh belly ache and anxiety go away! (Do any of you feel like this sometimes? Please tell me I'm not alone!?)