So upset, it's getting frustrating
So, I finally went to the doc after trying to conceive for a year without luck. I'm waiting till next Thursday to get the results on all my tests and my hubby's test. I am sorta nervous, but frustrate.
Everyone's getting pregnant...but this broke the final straw. My cousin who just got married in April is now 3 months pregnant. I am sooooo depressed. I can't even share this with anyone else because all I'll hear is.."it's okay" "It will come". I'm pretty tired and impatient. I'm starting to lose my faith...I'm not kidding, the Man Upstairs has let me down.
I feel like there's so much pressure from my family and myself to get pregnant. Life sucks. It's not fair.