I know it has been awhile. I have hadalot going on and I have finally gotten things back on track. Just an update...

The wedding has been postponed (ed Hardy wedding)

I am not sure when it will be, but we are trying to work things out. Apart of me wants to walk away but I know it will come. I am still planning and  looking into my options for ideas. Who knows maybe he will want to do it sooner. This has really been a hard 3 months. And it hurts so much to know that the man I love isn't ready to seal the deal. But I am really trying to cope with it all.

How have you all been?

I can't wait to see everyone's i deas. I have truly missed you all.

Welcome back Trina, good to hear things are slowly coming together and that you are working on things...

I've been ok. We got our own apartment now which has been awesome. Except we got to enjoy our first full week together then FH's sister deceided to do something stupid and end up in jail. Now we get hardly any sleep between him working and getting home late then getting his nephew at 530am every morning. I don't work, but I do house work when FH goes to work.. And it takes me alot of time due to back problems..

Planning has been going good, it's starting to become a reality check slowly but surely.. We have to wait a year and half until we can book our venue, so that is April. We will check with the Church that we're interested in first then the venue, then things will be on a roll from there. I have everything stuck on paper or the computer. It's all about making it happen now.

I think thats about it here..

Again welcome back, hope to see some of your posts around the boards.

Welcome back girly!  Sometimes you have to "move" with God wants you to move...be patient sweetie, it will only hurt for a moment.

Thanks girls for the warm welcome back :)

I have really stopped planning  ne thing. Since I have no idea when we are getting married. Or  if we will even get married. We are still living togethor. The lease was up at the other place. So we found another place that is larger and cheaper. But we love it.

It does hurt and I have alot of mixed feelings, on if I even want to stay in this. It really makes me feel as if i failed in my relationship.

But you ladies are always in my thoughts and I will post every so often and give you all an update. I can't wait to see how all of your plans come togethor.

I am so sorry Trina, Its good to hear from you girly. Always remember, when god closes a door, he opens a window. You have good things coming your way, just give it time. I always admired you on WW for standing your own ground when you wanted to do the edhardy theme, I always looked up to you for doing what you wanted no matter what. So good for you! :)

We are trying to work on things. Nothing is ever set in stone. And we never know what may happen. God knows what's best and I am just taking it one day at a time.

You know not trying to stress about it :)

So glad to have you back.