The first trimester is the hardest one as far as I'm concerned - the waiting, the keeping the news from friends and family...it's the worst!
My doctor usually doesn't schedule appointments for earlier than 8 weeks because with the technology she has in her office there's not much they can see of the baby before then. However since you did have a miscarriage recently it's
possible your doctor may let you come in earlier - I think it's worth a call to check. At the absolute worst, it's only 2 weeks away. I know it will feel like forever - I was going crazy those first few weeks and it must be even harder for you
now. But hang in there girl - we're here for you in the meantime!