I can't control myself! I keep snooping and questioning FFI about everything and I know I am going to ruin the suprise of everything, and it will be no one's fault but my own!

Last night I conned him into admitting that he has already asked my mom for her blessing! I really wanted to know, and I'm glad he has already done it, but I don't want to know anything else!! lol

Good luck with that! I do the same thing... UGH! Last night I slipped and told my grandma I saw a ring... :( I can't help it! I want everyone to know that I am CLOSE to getting engaged!

It's so frustrating! Like the most important part to me is that it is a complete suprise, but at this point I know it's coming soon so I don't really think I am going to be suprised, kwim? I might not know the exact day, but the general timeline! lol

And I know what you mean about wanting people to know that it IS coming! lol

STOP IT LADIES!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!