Since my mom passed away there are days I have no interest in anything.  I try and do wedding related things to keep me busy, now I am getting to the point that I do not want to be bothered.  If I could just shut myself some days away from the world I would. I miss my mom so much and all of this hurts so bad.

I was the same way after my mom died. Even if I did do something, I don't recall anything for months after she died.

Actually, I was just going through pictures last week and found a bunch from March of 2009 from Disneyworld and Savannah...

I don't remember going there. I drove. That's not good. I was a basketcase. It'll be two years next week, and there are still days when I don't have any desire to do anything other than sulk and be alone. 

We're here for you!!

Oh, trust me you are not alone. My mom passed away almost 20 years ago and I still think about her all the time, and the month of May is just 31 days of pure hell (in addition to Mother's Day, my mom also died in May.... which was fun going back to second grade and the teacher had everyone make Mother's Day cards and I made a card that I knew would go to no one. And the kids laughed at me (no Joke!!))

It's completely normal to be upset... just try not to let the grief take over your life. Think about the love and support you do have in your life. I'm here if you need support, just message me.

I'm so glad I'm not the only one.  I think being alone...truly alone is the only thing that we couldn't survive.

There are many tragedies in life and I have my moments but no matter what you are going through the most precious gift is to know that you are not alone.  I'm so sorry for the pain that you all have endured but am so thankful that there are others who have survived the same thing.

Just wanted to put that out there.

Thanks sweetie, I needed that when it happen I thought I was going to lose my mind. I really had no will to live.