I am double posting a lot lately!  Sorry ladies!

Hi there.
Today I'm on CD 20 and 7 DPO. Since Thuesday I have the feeling that I'm out this month again :.(     I had some red/brownish spotting the last two days and I'm really sure this couln't be implantaions bleeding (because it holds for two days) and today nothing - no spotting! This TTC journey is soooo weird and like Kristen I am almost ready to give up my hopes for a little bean :(

My sister is a midwife and she's still talking to me not to think to much about it. Haha better said then done ;) plus my SIL is due at the end of April and seeing her belly growing is soooo hard (she got preggo on her first cycle of off BCP and is almost 37 - she thought it will take her months before expecting!!!) Don't get me wrong, I'm soooooo super excited for her and my brother because she's like a big sister for me and I really can't wait to met their little girl and hoping to be the godparents of her *lol*

So we will see whats going on in one week :/

Wishing you all a lovely week!!

Kristen: Positive vibes to you and your hubby, dont give up Timing is always the key.

Im 13DPO waiting til Monday to test again. I feel like im out this month but Im not sure... keeping my fingers crossed...I have been feeling sick so I decided to take my Prenatal and B12 at night instead of in the am. praying for a BFP next week.

Today I am right at CD 14....if all goes well, I hope to see a temp shift in the next few days. I got a positive OPK on Tuesday but I was not 100% sure as the lines were blurry. Then yesterday at 2pm, I took a digital one and got my first happy face!! I was so excited! At the same time, ironically, it really hit me that this could actually happen. I had a moment where I thought "Am I really ready for this?!" It was like having baby cold feet!

If ovulation is confirmed with FF, I will be starting my two week wait, testing on March 9. My husband has been very supportive and involved, I love it! Wish us luck :).