JUNE 20th ~ HOLLA!!! ~

I've got a bunch of little things to do...we're finalizing everything for the ceremony decor and dinner next week ;) Have to meet with our Rabbi to go over ceremony details, having a 2nd hair trial next Monday b/c I just cannot make up my mind on what I want...hmm...there's definitely more stuff that needs to get done. Oh, and my dress(es) will be ready for p/u on 6.14 ;)

But then, we still have our main reception on 7.11 back in our hometown!! Main thing there is finding candy for our favor buffet!! 8 big-ass glass jars and totally not sure what to fill them with...

Damn, now I need a drink...

June 19th!

I am stressed but only because I'm super sick right now and EVERYONE seems to feel the need to call me right now and I'm like - REALLY?  you couldn't have called me LAST week?  GO AWAY!  I'm SLEEPING!  GRRRRR!

I'm sick because I WASN'T sleeping - and I mean not at all - I didn't get any sleep for like a week.  I finally wrote down EVERYTHING I could think of that was wedding related that needed to get done or packed (even though it was 3 weeks away).  I am finally sleeping but the lack of sleep took its toll and I caught the head cold that is going around my office.  I went home from work early with a fever yesterday.  I took some cough syrup with codeine in it and slept for 12 hours straight - I feel better, but not 100%.  Gonna do it again tonight and however many nights I need to until I'm well.  Taking the syrup w/ me and I'm gonna dose myself for a good night's sleep the night before the wedding, too ;)

Hammy - have you tried any meditation?

No.. no meditation...

I'm just nervous/scared, etc.

I'm EXCITED... But more nervous/scared :)

Go get yourself "Meditation for Dummies"  or at least sneak a peek at it in the bookstore if you don't want to commit to it - there are some really great exercises in there that might help =)

June 12th here - for some reason - i'm not freaking out too bad.  Makes me think i'm forgetting a ton of stuff!

Wow...I thought I was the only crazy one going insane waking up at 5am...lol thank goodness I am not alone....wow next wk is IT!!!!

June 19th is only 13 days away and although I wake up nervous every day we have EVERYTHING organised. We just finished painted our L-O-V-E sign, cut out the cake board and I have covered it in gathered fabric and we also made the lid to go in our wishing well.

The only thing I need to do is print the seating chart the week of in case we get any late cancellations. I have started packing wedding things becuase our DW is 2.5hours from home so I want everything organised so nothing crucial is left behind!

things are going well for this 6/18 bride!! have to do print out the programs and place cards and do favors...get together bathroom baskets..and reserved signs!! ok kinda of a lot now that i typed it all out!

june 18!!!!

I'm June 21st! I only have 3 major projects left and exactly 2 weeks till my big day! I'm up all night thinking of everything I have to do the next day and then I'm up at the crack of dawn to get started!